Walking with my love

2010-04-21T11:23:00.002+08:00

Did not update the blog cause i forgotten the email of the account. i love tze kai forever =D

2010-01-23T04:30:00.001+08:00

If this world is as easy as ABC, too bad the answer is never.

From way back to primary, secondary etc regarding exam result, if u fail means FAIL; but if u get an A or B , the only thing u got is, why cant u get better?

Failing for anything is easy, because the 'target' to fail is always there, but to be praised good or excellent, to be very honest, we'll never reach there because no matter how good u maybe people or everyone around will expect u to be better. In another way, no one will ever reach the top, because no one is perfect.

People who respect you, will listen to you and hear you out; those who don't is the other way round. For example , games are just for entertainment not for us to argue; planning for a trip are for all to have fun but not to argue over the price or place , etc-etc.

Everyone is greedy, i admit I'm too. We never know people around us will leave us for something better to their point of view or not. The only thing we can do is to keep faith and trust them and trust those who your heart ask you to trust.

Just some random thoughts on my mind on the way back home.
Goodnight and takecare.

2010-01-18T19:31:00.005+08:00

Some asking for help but in the mind, keep thinking of the promises made.

Enough of being a stupid one and think for others, i'm gonna do what i want , and what i really care. and that's to quickly achieve the promises in the list.
Gonna start opening my mouth , and go do what i promised.

Its weird in this world that many just go after getting what they want, of course there are nobody perfect around, i got my own bad story around or bad things about me, but i really appreciate one that mean everything to me.

I did wrong most of the time, ask for forgiveness and try to stop doing the same thing. The world is conflict, real conflict. One thing will haunt another, that's life perhaps.

I am like a beast with a beauty at the moment, or a bastard with an angel. I may not be as good as what some may praise me, or i may sucks in something, but i wont go down continue being that way. i got someone that i really love and wants to take care of , so i better step up and be a better person.

Mistakes are mistakes, u cant hide it or forget it. u have to live with it And i dont want anymore mistake. not even a quarter .

Don't leave me at the roadside when i breakdown

2010-01-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

Ever plan of something and picture it so perfectly in ur mind?
I guess everyone's answer would be yes.

Plans for anything and then u turn around and see someone or something familiar, really makes u feel down down down. But u can blame who or what, what u think of , other will thought of it too.

Hopefully one day if the plan do go ahead , it'll be categorize in a 'sweet' file.

Night

2010-01-13T10:35:00.000+08:00

One hell of a 24 hours i guess.

When out around 9pm ( Tuesday ) to get the phone bill done. After getting to one place to the other, i had to go all the way to Sunway Pyramid to get it done.

Dropped sister at the train station this morning ( Wednesday ). Went to settle the bill for P1, realize Maxis didn't got the payment, so i went to pyramid again and waited for 30 minutes cause i reached there around 9.30am. Now i'm finally home. Pay bill days are over, for now. Lol

Trying to get the girlfriend to let her know i want to pick her up after school , but till now cant get her yet .

i miss u , girlfriend. I can't count or say how much i love you, but i know it is more than i love myself.

Good day everyone.

2010-01-06T13:18:00.002+08:00

The girlfriend is back to school =(
I'm sick by the way, not a good way to start the brand new year.

Finals is 2-3 weeks away. Gonna start prepare.

1-4-06 /1-5-06

Celebrated Felix Teoh birthday at Station 1 Sunway. Although not as successful as we want, but hope you'll have a wonderful day.

Lazy bump,

Till next time.

2010-01-02T20:57:00.002+08:00

This has become a dead blog, said by many. Just don't have the feeling to blog.

Its a brand new year, hopefully better than those passed.

Spent the New Year eve with Hanyang, Chilun, Hean, Tzekai, Allen, Jenhao. Puyhoong joined us after 11pm.

1-1-2010
Went to The Garden with the girlfriend, watched ‘Alvin and the chipmunks 2’. Not bad, rate it 7/10 by the girlfriend. We had steamboat for dinner. Sweet =)

2-1-2010
This is the one.

Happy 5 months!

Yes, today is the day we have been 5th month together.
You’re my angel, soul and air. Without you, I won’t be who I am.
I love you baby.
I won’t fail you.
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Thats all folks.
Till the next post,
Take care.

2009-12-16T03:59:00.003+08:00

Girlfriend;
I learn of your importance the worst way -8
I want to give you my best- 7
I will not fail you again -6
I am nothing without you -5
I miss you everyday-4
I Love You.-3
You Me-2
We-1

Just got back from the usual late nite yam cha sessions. Met up with Hanyang and Chilun after picking up TheGirlfriend. Jenhao and Xintian ciao-ed as soon as we reached Murni. Sent Lun back to his house and spent some precious time with my love.

Update soon,
nite

2009-12-13T16:45:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Chai Wooi Hean.

Searching for stars in the sky;
As the wind gently blows,
the scar no longer have the pain.
Doubting me wont stop me from going after my dreams,
I'll climb, no matter how heavy the responsible , climb till i reach the top;
to see the small sky full of stars, to see my dreams--
one day, it'll be my day again.

i miss my love.

Ciao

2009-12-03T04:37:00.001+08:00

Ho Ho Ho. I'm back. Sorry for leaving the blog so lonely these days. Will make it up to all if not few of my readers.

Happy 4 months baby,
Many ups and downs but we survive it all. There are times where we almost just throw everything out the window but we hang on cause the love in so strong. =D There are many things yet to achieve baby, stay strong. U're always the lil princess that i pamper.

i love you baby.

Chi lun's 18th birthday. Big boy jor.

Group pic #1
Group Pic #2

Neway at 1u to celebrate chi lun birthday. He's now in taiwan. hope u have fun dude.
Happy birthday & thanks for being a nice and wonderful friend.

Been busy with Mid term lately.

Goodnite people,
Adios.

2009-11-09T16:15:00.004+08:00

Sunday;

Woke up at 9am to the annoying sound of my alarm. Was freaking tired cause i slept at 7am , which mean 2 hours of sleep. Fall asleep after text-ing the girlfriend. If im not mistaken, the gf called around 12pm. Jumped off the bed , quick bath and wash up and off to pick the gf from her church. Headed to One Utama. Michelle and JingYi joined. Had BBQ plaza for lunch. Maxis to Digi, Digi to Maxis; and again Maxis to Digi. Good exercise perhaps.
The girlfriend accompanied me to watch ManUtd lost to Chelsea. Thanks for sacrificing your beauty sleep.

Murni, Restoran Yan Yan. Busy finding some new places to add up the list of yam-cha location. Shortlisted a few places and will discuss with the gf soon. Stay tune for the new discovery.

Good Day.

Take care princessku.

2009-11-08T04:40:00.005+08:00

Just back from yam-cha session and basketball with the pals.
Am typing this post and talking to the gf on the phone at the same time. The gf is complaining that im not paying attention to her. But when she knows that i am actually updating the blog, she stopped complaining, isn't she cute?

There is lots of things that are hard to be done, but as long as there is a small percentage, even just a little, its not impossible. If 'Aiya, hard to do lah' stop you from trying, its just an excuse. Hopefully one day, all bad habbits can be stopped, not forcing it to be stop, but stop because you want it.

Don't expect every road to be smooth because this is reality unlike the fairytale. I believe, by holding hand to hand with the person u love, no matter how difficult the road will be , as long as we stand by each other, every obstacles can be solved.

Its close to 6am already.
the eye is getting smaller, smaller and smaller

Goodnight or maybe Good day everyone.

Adios/

2009-11-07T01:05:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. Every time when i thought of typing out all my thoughts but every time i fail to do so. Wonder why? The reason is because i got a wonderful girlfriend. Every time when I'm mad or upset of certain things, she'll accompany me and chill me down, she succeed all the times. Thanks dear.

The girlfriend planned a surprise candle-light environment at my house. How smart she's to make it happen. And yeah, i was shocked when i saw what she done. Thanks again baby. Wonder how beautiful the decoration are? Go to the girlfriend's blog to find out.
Happy belated 3 months Jess Chai Chen Shin.

Am planning to head to a big sale carnival. Aunt Juliana maybe tagging along with the little hippo.*hehe*

Life may not be fair most of the time, but spending the time with the one u love do make one feel that everything is fine. Baby, here is my love, take it and keep it with you, cause i wont be going anywhere.

Goodnight ladies and gentleman ; boys and girls.

I love you.

Not you, you ;
is you- the girlfriend.

Adios

2009-10-21T16:44:00.009+08:00

Uni started on Monday. Am still in a lazy kinda mood.

Second version* And i took the better shot. =)

Rate: 3.5/5

Picked up the girlfriend and back to my house to watch 'Laughing Gor' AKA Turning point last night.
And she did facial for me, hope she wont post up the pics.

Check this out. I don't know bout others but this is the first time i seen a black brinjal.
Forgive me for my lameness.

Been spending most of the night out with the girlfriend, my bulat-bulat soul mate *Copyrighted*
Lok-lok sessions to watching movie and lastly the random-est thing is , seating at a bus stop and chit-chatted. Enjoyed every single second with u, and wants to spend more with u as long as u want. You're the only one that have the ability put a smile on my face, and you're so important to me. Of course i do care for you and worry bout you silly. Deep down, you knew how much i love you, right? *hugs*

Yeah, the girlfriend is a very random baby. Maybe that's one of the reason why she's special. =)

Will u marry me one day?
I love you, jesschaichenshin.

The girlfriend is sleeping at the moment.
I miss my bulat-shin.

Gonna have short nap as well,

Ciao'

2009-10-19T00:29:00.001+08:00

Wanted to update the blog me and my gf sharing, due to some tech prob that prevented me from uploading pics so decided to delay the post. =|

hello, im still alive by the way. Dont know where to start anyway.
Anyway, shall i call the girlfriend up ? or continue watching f1 & let her rest ? 'Conflict'

I miss you baby.
Get well soon.
I love you.

2009-09-29T20:06:00.004+08:00

Sunday;
Woke up around 2pm. Dropped off both my sisters at the girlfriend's house. Thanks for babysitting those 2 monster while i go for futsall. Went back to pick the 3 of them up after an hour. Shinji joined us for a jog in the park at ss12. Waited till shin's mum come to pick her up den sent both my sisters home. Adrian & edwin joined for dinner. Taught the 3 of dem maths @ ss15 mcdonald drive thru.

Monday ( nite) ;
The girlfren came out earlier today, around 11.30pm. The girlfriend wants to go to lookout point, as i promised her that i'll bring her there. 1st time heading there, so finding the way was quite difficult. It take us to stop at 2 petrol station to ask around for direction to make our way there. The road up to the lookup point is dark as there isn't any streetlamp. Thats why they called it 'Little Genting'. The view is awesome. Nice! haha. Had gasoline sambil enjoy the scenery. The theme up there for gasoline is ' The bugs life' . Quite buggy thou.

The girlfriend got the pics , so have to wait till she update ba.

Bastard , don't make up story. I heard some of ur good stuff and i believe that u're a good guy and all of a sudden this? I wanted to kill u so much the moment i heard that.

Baby,
Am here. Ur frens are here. If u fall i'll hold onto u dear, coz i'll not let u fall.
You are everything in my life.
I'm with u girl . Now, Always and forever more.

Signing off.
Justin

2009-09-25T05:49:00.010+08:00

Man should try to earn lots and lots of money, to be successful.
But behind every successful man, there will be a good woman, wife there supporting him all the way, without her, the man wont be as successful as he could be.

Justin Tan , Justin Tan! what were you thinking? Did you lost ur brain, or did u forget to bring it out? Think before u say la dumbo. Stop being such a noob and make the person u love disappointed.
I am sorry for my action and my dumbness,but everything thing i said when my arms are around you are 101% true.

Just in case u forget:-
"In this world there will one......( P & C )"

Give me a millions of others i rather choose one , and it will be you. Sorry to the others , no offense la, peace people.
Losing u will makes everything paused, just dead stopped.Lifeless.
I just want to Laugh with you and see you smile.

Baby, i love you. Dont ask me why , when or where. i love JCCS is a fact.

Quite a tiring day.
A trip from Jaafar to Puteri Hill can be so interesting. From flying over bumper, to minor accident, and not least police check.

Bro, its hard for us to see u this way. Stay strong. We never give up on you, dont give up on yourself. Love yourself, appreciate this life. One day u may know how interesting life can be.
All the best, we will always be there for you. But only u can help urself.

Thats all pals.
Ciaooo

2009-09-22T01:15:00.003+08:00

The baby is BACK!!!!! speechless, totally.

Here's the heroes for man utd in the match againts man c, Man of the match Fletcher, and scoring the winner of the match, Owen. Enjoy.

Am gonna catch up with the girlfriend.

Stay tune,
Ciaoo

The Devils Goes Marching On

2009-09-21T03:17:00.004+08:00

The baby is still at hong kong, oh my , i'm gonna die already.
baby, why cant u come back now? i miss you so much , sobx.

Those who doubt the game of football or thinks that football is a stupid sport, take a look at the replay of Man Utd Vs Man City. Awesome attacking style by manutd so they won it 4-3. The game caused many to be speechless , it was all goals and goals and goals.
Who needs Ronaldo? tevez? Michael Owen rocks!

Am waiting for the girlfriend to come back , and we'll exchange many many stories, cant wait for that time to come.

Thats all for now people,
Takecare =D

My heart is with you

2009-09-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

The baby came back from camp for a few days and then went to Hong Kong for holiday , so sad! The worst thing is she dont really know when she's coming back, either is sunday or monday ba, hopefully faster la.

Banyak stress this 2 weeks cause of exam , that explain the lack of update.

4 papers gone, 2 more to go!

Gonna go outing with the baby when she comes back.

shhh, dont tell her that i miss her ok?

Gonna go study for maths.

Takecare everyone.

2009-09-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

The girlfriend went for her church camp and wont be back till Sunday.

I am missing her already.

Take care dear. love you.

2009-09-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

Stop with your mind games,
enough is enough,
what past is past, let it remain in the past.
Just get lost, get a life. you'll never ruin us,
just FUCK OFF.

She's my one and only princess,
not everyone ordinary princess
but my special Lil princess.
She is JssChChnShn

The world may came crashing down , although i never expected it to come,
I'll never let anything destroy what we treasure most.
I gave u my word, I'll certainly give u my life,
the story isnt going to end,
it will never, i am always here,
just so u know,
I LOVE YOU.

2009-09-01T00:01:00.005+08:00

Thanks Everyone for the Birthday wishes, much appreciated.

Thursday, 27-08-09

Picked the girlfriend from her house around 9.30am. Went to Usj 21 For Dim Sum. Had Bubble tea @ ss15 then went to The Gardens for movie.

Awesome show. The show scared the girlfriend and the girlfriend scared me. haha.

Shopped around The Gardens then to Midvalley. The girlfriend bought a pair of shoes & and cute hairband then off to Jaya 1 to meet up with Hanyang for yam-cha sessions.

The girlfriend suggested to have dinner @ bangsar to celebrate my birthday as she wont be here during that day. Walked around bangsar village & jalan telawi as we're not hungry yet. Finally we decided to have our special special dinner @ Banquet. Banquet is located inside bangsar village 2 . 'Chilun , advertising fee??' haha.

Friday; 28-08-09

Woke up around 10 am then headed to Usj17 to pick up the girlfriend as she was staying over at her friends house. Had KFC for breakfast in the car, special kan? =). Went to usj 14 CC to burn time then to station 1. waited for almost half an hour then headed to ss14 Digital mall , the girlfriend's cousin picked her up from there.

Saturday; 29-08-09 Sunday; 30-08-09

The girlfriend went back to kampar =( . Went to Asia Cafe . Thanks to everyone who were there . Receive another give from the girlfriend. Called her and talked to her and Man Utd and Ferari won on my birthday. Awesome ? Pretty Awesome.

Thanks to the brothers , Wonhanyang , Phangjenhao, ChaiwooiHean, Ongchilun, Adrian&Edwin Chia , Shinji, Ceehon and many many more.

Although The Girlfriend is at Kampar, but she makes sure i did not celebrate it alone by asking everyone to accompany me, isn't she great? thats why i love her =)

The gifts from the girlfriend.
A t-shirt from The Gardens, A Ck Wallet and a Special box .

Thanks baby, you're the best . I love You

2009-08-24T15:32:00.002+08:00

Sunday;

A msg from the girlfriend woke me up around 12.30 if im not mistaken. Yang asked me to go for futsal, even though its so last minute plan, i agreed. After futsal , picked the girlfriend and headed to face to face (ss15) for brunch. Pool? foosball?Ftz?movie?? Finally, we decided to go to sunway. The answer is obvious right?

Watched ' The Proposal' Nice show, awesome. Laughed like crazy.

Sent the girlfriend to her party then off back home.

Met up with her again around midnite.

My leg hurts as i bang with another guy during futsal. Ouchh

Thats all for now ,

ciaooo

2009-08-18T20:01:00.004+08:00

i love you!

Its been awhile since i last updated, been quite lazy to update here, but i updated the 'our' blog. =)

Assignment all done. Mid term 1 paper to go. Finals is 2 weeks to go or so , i think.
Skipped university today, but i got a mc!
Not feeling well for half the day but am okay already.

Kll, i really wanted to help, all the best to you & take care. Think hard boy.
Will meet up with the guys one of this day to watch movie. Hopefully everything goes to plan.

Had lok lok with the girlfriend last Friday & saturday, looking forward for more.

Went to Klcc and 1st time to Pavilion last thursday; ' yeah dont laugh, i know' , with the girlfriend and her cousins and friends. Had a great day with the girlfriend.
Going ask her out more often as her school holiday is next week=D

Thats all for now people.
Takecare.
Adios..

2009-08-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Maths exam was yesterday, dont ask. =)

The silly princess didnt get some rest , coz she stayed awake to wait for me to finish my exam.
On the way home, i got this bad headache.

Rest at home , went over Kll house . den back home for dinner.

Picked up my dear close to 1 . Headed to Ac to meet up with lun, hean, adrian , edwin, yang, shinji, jeralynn , russell and many more.

Got home around 4.++

Thanks dear for the penadol, and felt better after having talks with you.
Even if this world is gone, i'll remain at urside.

Ciaozz.

2009-08-07T01:39:00.002+08:00

Sitting quietly beside you
with my arm around you holding you tightly.
Always thinking of your smile.

I like the look of your eyes;
its so beautiful & shouldn't be shedding tears.

Nothing in this whole wide world is as precious as you;
Although there wont be anything as perfect, but things will be seen as perfect when one is happy.

You're my princess, my heart, my soul.
Would spend every min thinking of you, missing you.

Goodnite.

2009-08-05T22:18:00.003+08:00

Woke up late today for uni. Thanks my lovely girlfriend for calling me up, if not i'll overslept longer.

Sis fetched me to uni. Met my dear at pyramid. was stunned the moment i met her cause she gave me an early birthday present. Thanks baby, love it lots.

Wasn't feeling well half the day. Went home, laid on the bed till dinner time.

Had steamboat with the family. Mentioned about the girlfriend.

Thats all people, see ya.

dear, I miss you!

Ciao

2009-08-04T18:59:00.003+08:00

Tuesday.

Woke up around 5.30 am. get ready for college. got a call from the princess around 6.30am, i miss u much.

Uni was normal. Whole tutorial class got scolded by English lecturer cause non of us have the notes.
Was kinda tired in class. Enjoyed acc class as the lecturer taught me step by step . Public speaking started badly cause as soon as i and yang sat down at the back, the lecturer call our name and ask us to seat infront. i deno why, lolx.
Was so bored that i drew this :

yeah i know its lame, yang say i was childish. but still ~~
and ; i miss her every second

Thats all for now people,

I love you baby; takecare.

2009-08-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

Tell me i'm dreaming.
I dont want to wake up!

I'm the luckiest person on earth cause i met you.

now that i and you are we , i'm gonna cherish every second ever more.

Ciao,

Justin

2009-07-31T19:19:00.005+08:00

重担交给我不要你压力这么重, 放行自己才能追寻你的梦 ;你要发现生命的珍贵
I'll be there for you;
So count
on me 每当你需要我的精神鼓励 And put your trust in me
because you gonna believe that I'll be with you
陪你渡过大风大浪 Don't worry about a thing 提起脚步踏上
这段路旅途有起有落有快乐有悲伤.
心里的梦想都在你眼前出现
每一天　每一夜　每一分钟　每一秒
I'll be watching over you
Say the words 我随时就会出现　在你身边　
Standing-by your side.

我欠你一句so sorry
I am sorry

我在心里放着烟火不必再唱寂寞的歌, because u accompany me most of the time.
Am right here for you, no matter what happen.
Thats a promise from me to you. takecare girl.

2009-07-30T20:11:00.003+08:00

i'm awake now after falling asleep half way chattin with chen shin thru msn, paiseh.

Further elaboration for the previous post :

Woke up around 6.30 am, chenshin was worried that i wont be able to wake up ; 'eh trust me sikit la' . picked her up from her school around 7.30am . went over to utar and back to my home to pick my elder sister. shin was afraid of her i guess, and i do look better than her. SS sial. dropped my sis at taman bahagia den went to ikea for breakfast. had this fish, ya fish, and am sorry folks i vomited it out. haha. cant manage to finish my muffin off and the girl tried one which she complained that it sux.

Loitered around Curve, and sat at starbuck. had some trouble helping the girl order her drink, and now i forgotten whats its call. i think is ' epresso deno apa ' lolx.
Teman-ed the girl into MPH coz she wants to get some novel, i should have bought the book which teach guys how to win a girl heart in 90 minutes. lol , lame.
The stupid autopay machine x tau how to makan goodlooking people money, screw it lah.
*inside joke*

Went to pyramid. head was starting to get heavy. fell asleep at the stairs while shin was talking to her friend. sent her home. fetched mum . and back home.

Done with today =)

'Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten and never let it disappear'

2009-07-30T15:54:00.003+08:00

Thanks girl for today, hope i dint bored you to death =|

and dont forget u owe me something very very very very very very x10000000 special =D

Our Healthy Breakfast

Shin's phone with my msg .

Short update, i'm sleeeeeeeeeeeepy

from now till then, takecare everyone, u too girl.

2009-07-26T23:19:00.005+08:00

Woke up around 12.30pm to a call from Shin.
Chat for awhile den had porridge for brunch then bath.
While laying on the bed, the silly shin called and say she x transport; i earlier offer u , u x mau , now cari saya pula . dai sei.
Lol, joking la.

Picked her up, laughed the 1st moment i see her in her uniform, HAHA. off to 15 for MC donald which she never eat at all. Went to ss13 pasar malam with shin and walked around . Ate cherry, and kena shoot by the seeds, thanks to someone!

Left to shah alam to gao dim on my things, back to ss13 to accompany the girl.
Lun joined us, lame around den off to pyramid. Had yam-cha session with Adrian, Edwin , Lun, Shin, Justin Wong, Shinji and Ken @ Zhia.

Dropped shin home , AC and then back to my house =)

Shin in her uniform.

CURI TULANG.

Don't Let People Know I'm Chen Shin, shhhh

Written By Shin

Its a wonderful day, some may think otherwise.
Thanks for today, a happy day , accompanying you.

Nite..

2009-07-26T03:20:00.003+08:00

妳选择了沉默
心在清晨五点放下寂寞.

迷恋妳的呼吸,
钢琴弹不出好旋律

游荡在漆黑的空间
幻想着跳过这一天

在等待机会
需要的是一个机会，来证明一切

这样，将有机会嗎?

2009-07-25T16:12:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU.

2009-07-25T14:15:00.002+08:00

Just got back from uni, had Computer studies exam, which i think is okay compare to the acc exam on wednesday. haha.

Loads of assignment, but i think i manage it okay . so nothing much to complain other than some team member wont cooperate . lolx.

had dinner with the guys and shin @ zhia kitchen, the guys bullied shin which den walked away, lol, lucky kah lok helped me to ask her back. lol.

After dinner ac pool , js for a short while den back home.

Been trying to understand something, lol, but me being stupid just cant understand.
Just pray & pray & pray.

ciaozz gonna do my english project,

2009-07-22T02:23:00.007+08:00

Welcome to Bukit Jalil

Chan Choon Ming
Me and Pei Yee
Yang Pei Yee & me

These are the picture from the training day. Rush over there right after Public speaking exam. Although it was just a training session, it was quite crowded .

Match day;

Went there with dad, massive jam, parking problem. The match was wonderful. Speechless. The team i love is right in front of my eyes. The fans was cool. Match ended 3-2.

Let the pic do the talking;

The Jam.
Sea of Devils

Man Utd
Malaysia

14-Tosic 7- OWEN 6-Brown 20-Fabio
All hail the New #7 , Scored the winning goal
Manutd 3 ( Rooney , Nani , OWEN ) Malaysia 2 ( Amri Yahyah 2)

The Champion!

Skipped the rematch on monday cause Mum's birthday. I could see mum was happy although she dint know i wanted to go watch the rematch. Happy Birthday Mummy.

Man Utd won 2-0 for the rematch, Thanks to Macheda & Owen ( AGAIN!!)

I am happy with my life, because of you.
You make it a better place , a better day , and ur silly silly action do make me laugh.
Takecare urself as i'll takecare of you too.

Goodnite everyone & pocopoco.

2009-07-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

Tal vez se elija a apuñalar a mi corazón, y caminar solo. Te echo de menos, creo que de everyday.I te amo, no tuve la oportunidad, voy a tener una oportunidad?

adios.

triste chico

2009-07-17T20:56:00.004+08:00

Its not about deserving better or not, its about loving u for who u are, and for who i am when I'm with u.

Never use evil names on yourself; for now things are sure to be remain where it is or worse, but maybe one day just maybe , it will start to accelerate again, hopefully i could do better.

Its just talk. Nothing more. what do i want actually? blablabla.

I used to look up into the sky when everything is not going the way i wanted. Now when i look up into the sky, i'll smile, cause when i see those stars in the sky, it remind me of ur name, den i can recall how adorable and precious you are that many people will go the extra mile just to get ur attention.

I might choose to walk a road that i never thought i would choose , cause the smile on ur face is worth everything, and i want to see it on you. i'm lucky that i met u
Be happy, take care adore look after and be yourself;
because that is how that makes u so special.

Signing off,
Adios.

-triste chico-

2009-07-17T13:00:00.002+08:00

i might as well died and shut the hell up. too hard to bear. i miss her, i love her. i really do.

God. WHY?

2009-07-17T12:47:00.002+08:00

Our story is like a slide
Only to find the princess's dream no longer exists
I do not understand this story.
Happy accidents trance too fast and I like a fool
Helpless and just dunwan to be a tomorrow.
Turn back in time. Let me appreaciate u once more. i missing u already.
The heartache is hard to bear.
feeling weak from head to btm.

To the special star, i promised to be the moon to accompany u thru the nite.

2009-07-17T12:32:00.002+08:00

The bomb just went off.
Everything gone in a flash.
I hate myself. i hate justin . i hate justin tan . i hate justintanjinsheng.
Every tune in around me, is out of tune.
My heart will go on with u.
How much i could be that lucky one,
what if i told u : let me try to change , so i can follow ur steps?

Mayb its too late.
Sorry girl, i am lost, i deno how to stop falling into you when everything is no more, i know im suppose to pack off and get the hell off. but how ? just too into you.

I Love You.

2009-07-17T02:20:00.000+08:00

I am willing to suffer it all for you, den to see u suffering like that. U must be happy, not like that.

2009-07-17T00:20:00.003+08:00

I would do anything that is possible, as long as one gonna be happy.
Seeing one happy do make a smile on my face, when the world came crashing down, all i could do is stand there, helpless-lost-everything is gone;
i am serious, but i lost .

What am i thinking? what am i gonna do?
listening to ur voice thru the phone, the emotion one in, really pain in the heart; tears rolls down. One doesn't deserve to be like that, one should be happy and smile, like one always do.
its all my fault. i cant forgive myself.

alll of a sudden, think of you, wondering how are u , what are u doing, many things, i am worry bout u.
i dun derserve one, i dun deserve anything.

but can i just see u smile and hear u laugh?

-triste chico-

2009-07-09T02:59:00.003+08:00

its 3 am now, but still haven tidur. Short update about the day in Uni.

Got scolded by the Computer lecturer for entering class late, haha. And after 63821542 years, i finally found my Student ID card. Thanks to a guy who told me he saw my name on the list so he ask me go take =)

And thanks Jia Quan for dropping me to PA block. Attended only an hour of maths class, walked out of class during the 10 mins break. Too bored and dont understand a single thing the lecturer is talking about. Walked around almost the whole Jaya One in search of a reload, damn sad kan ? at last only i remember there is @ 7-11 nearby =) Talked on the phone with Shin while waiting for Dad to pick me up. Realised that it cost one rm6 on the line for almost 40 mins . haha.

So random pics during class ,

Maths.

My number 7 .

Ice-cream potong

' If u're the star in the sky, i'll be the moon accompanying you throughout the night'

2009-07-07T16:13:00.003+08:00

Hello. Just reach home from uni. Am Super Tired And Sleepy, short update for today.

Slept all the way to uni in the car this morning. Skipped Maths class again. Had a quick nap during Public Speaking till the teacher says: Justin Tan, wake up ! call ur good friend wake up alsoo.

Always holding on to it , day till nite , just in case ur name appear.

Oh and if anyone of u wondering whats that on my wallpaper or cant see properly, this is it

one word : Die

Taken by hao, was testing how is the sport setting look like.

Everything seem to have stop, the question is , why ?
I dont want to end up with whats haunting me for this few days,
i wont walk away.

Gonna Sleep now. Takecare =|

2009-07-06T23:25:00.008+08:00

hola, got home around 10.30pm even though my class ended around 2pm.
Went down to Usj 14 after class, to gao dim some of my stuff, scared the hell out of shin. Haha. Chill sikit la girl. =)
Back to Usj from Shah alam around 6.30. went over to 19 Digital mall, met up with hean, yamcha and chit chat-ed.
Went to AC with Lun and hean after that, dad picked me up from there as soon as i reach der, lolx.

Heres Some Random pics taken a week or two back.

By yang @ Sp corner,

Lol, drug addict?? -.-

By me,
i'm so trying to save lives. Nah, so free meh ? haha.

[While on the phone] - Me , * *

Eh, why i can hear ur voice without listening to the phone de?
Because there is only a wall in between of us la!
Oh really? haha.

Damn lame rite? Steady Steady, dont mad =)

Is there anything in between us that is preventing me from gettin to you; to hold you; and to spend sometime with u?

Signing off.
By,
El Solitario.

Takecare Lil one.

2009-07-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating for a week already. Been busy with assignment, speeches and so on.

Everything in class is normal. Satisfied with my speech. Lack of sleep for those days.

Friday,

Skipped class to one utama and collect my prize from one fm. Went to Face to Face at ss15 for so called lunch, in the end just had some snack. Yang and me teman-ed Shin to catwhisker den fetched Adrian and Edwin to pyramid. Lepak around den went to pool. Watch transformer with Hean, Lun , Yang, Jeralynn , Kai and Shin.
Pool again , yam cha. Reached home around 5.30 am.

Saturday,

Woke up early around 8. Went back home straight after my class . Went to TimesSquare with Shinji, Lun and Shin.Bought a shirt , thanks Shin for giving opinions,Lol. Adrian and Edwin joined us after that. Had dinner @ asia cafe. Reached home around 1.45am.

Summarized everything. i'm just too lazyy . haaa

Spent the whole day today sleeping. Woke up with a few bad question in mind.
Just some random thoughts.

One will try one's best to do the best, trying the best to fulfill the dream, but do sweats becomes tears? one pretend to be okay, to hide pain and sadness away.

Goodnite everyone, gonna enjoy my sleep again, =)

Takecare everyone,
U too !

2009-06-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party that expected to be
But as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.
Give everything , appreciate everything , till the day i stop breathing.

I'm sorry.

'My feeling is that there is nothing in life but refraining from hurting others, and comforting those who are sad.'

2009-06-28T14:00:00.000+08:00

A sunshine tries to get past a world covered with grey-ish clouds.
something tells me that i'll always be overshadowed.

U locked the door to u, and threw the key into the deepest ocean, u want to remain what u want in it , no?
Would u take a peep out the door, look whos knocking on it.
i can achieve anything dat had been done by ,but where is the key ?

Nobody should judge me, so just spare it, i wont bother at all.

Am lost of words, will there be another way ? another door to you ? or i'll just stand outside and keep searching the key?

Everything is with you,

signing off to bed.

2009-06-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

Every living thing under the sun do have feelings, in a way or another.
As the time passes, my hand was sweating. There is this unwanted feeling around me.

In the end , after the rain and sunshine, it went out the window without a day.
Will there be good time in the end;
Or my fate is to be just like this.

Every feeling i felt, from happy - sad - worry and etc etc , all this are kept at the most bottom of my list. Even if telling me that i'll drop dead one day wont stop me from finding a way to make one step towards ur side. One step at a time is enough, although it may take a million and million steps to be there.

S-till feeling exhausted from being sick,
S-tood for almost half a day and my leg is killing me.
S-kipped dinner, no appetite perhaps.

From now till then,
signing off with the 3 S .
Takecare everyone, and you.

2009-06-25T15:20:00.000+08:00

Its a stupid mistake, i should have mentally stronger and not let words distract me.
Now that i screwed everything, i think im just a useless brad.

All i can do now is learn to listen, cause i should have listened.So i went to every class on time today. My fever is getting from bad to worse. Mosquito bites are like shits, hate them .

I think i better go take a nap or so,
just finished my lunch though.

ciaozz

2009-06-24T17:32:00.000+08:00

I failed to keep up to yesterday mission , which is to go in to every class. the maths teacher is just a waste of time so i decided to skip her class.

Im kinda blur right now, what should i do ?
I think i should be drag to hell , like the show.

Not feeling well this few days, slight fever and so.
Sleeping doesnt seem to cure my tiredness ,
Gonna decide whether to hangout later anot.

Till Then everyone,
Takecare

ciaoz

2009-06-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

Am seriously tired of all this.
As days passes with all this unwanted stuff, how much i wish i could just ignore everything and just spend precious time with someone. its just a hope.

Managed to get into every class for the 1st time in a day. Had pool with hao and thom b4 maths class. they changed the maths lecturer , and i don't understand anything she's said. my problem or her problem? u ask the class and u'll know.

Every other thing seem to be fine, hope everything will be better.
Rest time.

Ciao~

2009-06-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

What can i do ? I bring the rain clouds over, can it get away itself?
Really wish i would know how could i help or change to make things better.
Everything seem to dark when you're down.

Am not feeling well at the moment, not sure why.
Takecare too,
ciao

2009-06-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

Just got back from futsal with guys, its been quite sometime we didnt meet up.

Am having a very bad headache at the moment, been sleeping for almost half a day after college yesterday.

Got lots of assignment to catch up, and my attendance is in danger of causing me my place in the examination. Lolx.

Got have a quick nap, and try to persuade my mum to let me go out for dinner with frens later. ciao.

'Dreams are necessary to live.'

2009-06-16T15:28:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th birthday JessChaiChenShin.

Thanks Jenhao , Thank Lun for driving around even though u were sick and tired, thanks Yang for taggin along.

Went home earlier today , the leg was painful & am tired

Another short post, will update about the surprises in the next post.

Ciao

2009-06-13T02:09:00.000+08:00

I am quite lost at the moment,
let me finish the drawing, its almost there.
hate myself for not being able to do anything,
not able to make u smile & laugh.
am i a failure?
i want to try my best to finish this drawing,
hope there will be more drawings to come.
i'll try to make a difference,
may everything go well.
take care .
i'm sorry for everything,
i love you

2009-06-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

Its just 2 days, but i've been hoping time can quickly past till the day you come back. Why does the time move in such slow pace when u're not here?

Am having hard time to plan something, anyway i transferred to art stream =)
Bought a new comp already.

Ciao, ( short post_sori)

2009-06-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

The other day, it was a wonderful day, thank you girl for willing to go out.

Uni was normal, nothing special, waiting for confirmation for transferring course. heard it'll take up to 2 weeks. blah.

Went to pyramid yesterday after uni to meet up with shin, had my lunch den ciao d.

was very exhausted so slept quite early.

Wednesday;

Thanks Lun for agreeing to lend me his car. Fetched Shin den had lunch @ ss2. Den off to 1u . Fetched Lun and hean when they finished their work, headed back to 1u cause the guys wanted to tekken. walked around 1u with shin while waiting for the guys to finish their game. Went back to lun's house after that, den sent shin back . headed to ss15 for dinner at face to face. Ftz for an hour after that den went home . Kena from the mum cause i reached home so late, sori-la =).

Those funny incident will make me smile when i think of it. shhhh.

'My heart is no longer my own, it belongs to you'

2009-05-30T04:17:00.000+08:00

If I fell in love with your smile,how to have a collection of it?
Found out that the most pain is to cry and smile at the same time.
A contented heart with ur smile in it told me to put up with all the heartache.
How to have something that is so special?
The stars in the sky are laughing down,
They are closer to the rainbow whereas i could just look up at it.

Once a red devils fan, always will be, even though we lost in the final =|

2009-05-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

Totally confused with myself.
When there is nothing around me, not even a sound, many many question will run thru my mind.
Its not easy, i have to admit, maybe there is a limit to everything and i just somehow pushed thru this limit.
From all the 'down-ness' that i learn to appreciate ur smile more. Never know ur smile would be just like a rainbow after a heavy rain , its really beautiful & sweet.
Mayb its just because the lack of sleep, but am feeling weak; strengthless.
Even if the car i'm driving run out of gas, i'll never give up. i'll push it till the end. you got my word.
Memang stress , many things that have to be done, because am afraid wont make it in time.

Its just some random thoughts, haha. Am gonna take a cool bath , ciaoz people.

'Let's see how many surprises are they left in me for you'

2009-05-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

Tuesday;

Didnt sleep all night. Went to yang's house around 8am.
Reached uni about 845am. Registered ourselves den off to the boring-welcoming-session.
Lari diri from there around 12.30 , went to ss2 for secret recipe with Yang, Hao , Sze Ying, Zk, Estelle.
Asia cafe is the next stop. Slept on the way there, pool session with the guys, den cheehon, tinghan and yuansiang joined us. dropped by @ pyramid to get J.co for thegirl.
Was Eff-ing tired. slept in the car while waiting for hean to dye his hair.
Back to asia cafe but this time is to FTZ.
Reached home around 10.45pm.

Done! Am tired, ciaoz

2009-05-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

First of all, happy belated birthday WongHanYang!

Sunday;
Slept over @ lun house. woke up around 2.30pm. Dota for a few match, bath and off to 1 utama for lunch.
I got my Man utd asia tour tickets. Thanks to lun for checking out for me & Thanks to hean for teman-ing go buy even though ure tired. =)

And it comes with the training pass. cool!

Ciao people.

2009-05-18T16:29:00.000+08:00

Its been normal for the past few days. Movie ; pool ; ftz , the usual stuff.
Mum bought me a pair of new shoe & a shirt . thanks , love it lots.
Had futsal with ex classmates and frens on Saturday.
Orientation is a week away. Still loads of stuff to be prepare.

Am lazy to blog into details at the moment.
Owe u all once rite?
Takecarez

ciao

2009-05-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'm so going to watch this people=)
Not going to miss it this time!
haha

2009-05-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

Monday;

went to ac around 3.30pm. had face-to-face for lunch with the guys.
Ftz for a couple of hours. Had dinner @ sunway. back to ac for pool session after dinner till 1.30am.
Thanks Thom for sending us back although ure tired.
Winning eleven with hao, as usual.
fall asleep around 5.

Cant wait for time to flies.

Signing off , ciaoz

2009-05-11T10:26:00.000+08:00

The mood is going up & down like a roller coaster, =\
Gonna spend another week or 2 being lifeless.

everything will be a memory,
whether its a nice or bad one,
its up to us to fight for it.
trying to be tough is not dumb, not crazy,
its something that will bring a smile to me.

ciaoz.
gonna think of plans to do rather than bored to death

2009-05-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

Wednesday;

Woke up around 7.30, got a bad news, which is that dad wont be picking sis up coz shes not working, so i got no transport to go out. bath and prepared den off i walked down to ioi mall. took a cab from there to pyramid to meet shin girl. had porridge for breakfast den off loitering around.
its not lying laa, its a surprise , hope u'll love it though. *shhhhh* =)

took a cab to u13, walked to u14 with edward and shin girl. hao joined us for lunch. back to hao's house for awhile den went home after that.

Thursday;

Wahlaoo , super boring day. wake up, eat , watch movie den another movie, den ANOTHER movie, eat den movie again, now am bloggin while waiting for my dinner =D.

I miss you =|

Ciaozz ppl. gonna have Bak kut teh for dinner, screw the swine flu. =)

2009-05-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

Finally back home after 2 nights @ hao's house =)

went to laotifang for a super early dinner last nite, around 6.30 if im not mistaken.
went to arcade with yang , got addicted in initial d. spent 36ringgit on it. the card already cost 16 ringgit. crazy? ha

hean and Lun came to meet us after that, went to ac for pool. after pool, while on the way to Js corner, i bang into a cat while driving chilun myvi. omg , we both freaked out cause we cant see where the cat is after that. loll

Am starving,
ciaoz everyone.

2009-04-30T07:43:00.000+08:00

in this loneliness there’s nothing to fear,
hoping one day will have the keys to your soul.
every song might calm the weather in my world,
how do i get out of this?
i think i never will.

i dontwant u to be upset,
in the end ,
ur happiness is the key to this decision.
i'll continue to walk down this endless road.
Be happy & keep that sweet smile on ur face

takecarez..

2009-04-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

The feeling of the world came crashing down was hard to bear,
to know that i made more emo-ness den happiness,
hoped and wished,
that i could be part of her life,
but now i wish i never appeared.

Sleeping all day long never help,
thinking of whats the next move,
afraid that I'll lose out in this game of chess.
Am dun mind of rejection,
just never want to see thy sadness.

Your smile makes my world a better day,

Time to ciao with the kawans for wolverine, if we can make it laa..

takecarezz

2009-04-28T02:11:00.000+08:00

Its a boring day.
woke up to a call from dad, asking me take in the shirt coz its gonna rain.
was about to go back to sleep , den my lil sis came knocking on the door asking me to walk her to tuition. so exhausted that i ask her to walk der herself, but den, im her bro, so in the end i walked her to tuition.
talked on the phone, had lunch den i fell asleep again. woke up coz someone was banging on my door again, and again its my lil sis, saying she neeed to use the laptop.
was so tired coz been thinking non stop about everything .. slept again after that and woke up around 11.

some words are hard to digest , but im not gonna listen .. time will show all of us the way..
Am gonna lay down and rot.

takecarez

2009-04-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

Afraid that every move, every word or every action i made will break things up..
Just want to see u smile and be happy.

Nite

2009-04-25T07:21:00.000+08:00

Morning people. lolx. been awake since 5.30 am. called the girl to kacau her .. haha.
wah lao. the weather this few days betul hot . i fell asleep without a blanket last nite now i got a slight cold.
Most probaby gonna meet the kawans later and that 'smiling while reading' person =) *dont kil me*

Can only have my drugs twice a month? WAH LAO.. Have to give up to her man...

Luckily i got a second drug =) but not as effective as coke la.

Will update bout today in the next post.
ciaoz ..
take care -.-

2009-04-24T12:44:00.000+08:00

im here blogging coz the kawan is still sleeping, and dota-ing is so boringg.. anyway im been staying over @ hao's house for the 2nd nite already..
woke up quite early in the morning, got ready myself, online for a short moment, and off i go to my driving lesson.

i felt so strange coz my phone is so quiet all of a sudden, and i kept wonder wad happen to her.. lolx.. *forward button*
I'm so need of coke right now, its like a drug to me already =)

this is a pic of me 1and a half month ago while i was working. see how stress am i. haha. finally got to transfer it to the comp from my phone..

gonna lay down and rot.

ciaoz

2009-04-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

today was a very very tiring day..
dint sleep for the whole nite coz stayed up to watch football. after that chit chat in hao's room for 2 hours den off we go to meet hean & shin.

had dim sum @ u20.. So paiseh man.. u guys will nvr know how many times we laughed while eating..
the girl den bought mcd and delivered to her friends.. next stop - ac ...
met banyak of frens. to list a few , hoong, ceehon, youwei,beh,jiayang ,ss, mak etcetc..
chitchat again about chs and stuff.. off to sunway coz the girl wanted to get something.
yamcha @ 'lao ti fang' and off we back home to sleep. haha

-U twisted up my mind, how?-

anyway thats all for now baa..
ciaozz people

2009-04-22T07:36:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone, i shall update the blog b4 i go to bed =)

the kawans , hean and hao are playin tekken @ the moment and its already 7.30 and we all haven even sleep yet..

am seriously tired @ the moment but the guys are not letting me sleep!! lol.

these few days have been normal , but someone added it with some sparkle .. The aim to open my eye and look forward to the next day is back .. hope everything will be perfect..

=) =)

Going to bed now. ciao ..

Vampire?? NOT~

2009-04-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hean & Hao came over to my house for many many days/nights..

1 hint : the sun rise , we sleep. the sun set: we awake.

Dota , Winning 11, Friendster , Makan , Minum , Tekken .

These are our program for everyday .

Other than that, we'll be hanging out in the mall , watching movie, pool , lepak at js corner or ftz. haha

if anyone looking for this 2 missing person may go over to the place i just listed above to find dem. if its not 99% den sure got 90% u'll find dem.

Thats all for now, back to our day to night; night to day life

takecare everyone =)

Adventure

2009-04-03T01:43:00.000+08:00

31 March & 1 April
My last day of working. Went to station 1 with my colleague after work for a drink. Rushed to ss15 all the way from Seksyen 17 to meet jh and hean hean for sing k session. thats where the activitieS start. neway close @ 1 am so we decided to go to sunway redbox. Hean introduced his friend to us who joined us in redbox. After redbox which is about 3am went to ftz . After gaming for about 4 hours , yam cha-ed at a coffee shop . Chit-chat; lame jokes, den finally we decided to go for dim sum. slept on the way der cause was too tired. After dim sum which is about 11, hean's frien,her name is sukiko , asked us to go to her condo for swimming. we all agreed and off we go . slept on the way to there again =.= haha

We dint actually swim coz we were trying to build a mini pyramid. finally taking some pic of us doing some stupid stunt .After bathing , next on our plan is , saloon .. Hean , Thom , Tzekai and me all went to cut hair whereas hao and sukiko just sat there and wait for us. from 2pm til 6.30 only we done, coz 3 out 4 of us coloured our hair.

Was super hungry so we went to 'Lao Ti Fang' to makan. Arcade for awhile , den teman-ed sukiko til about 10 pm den went back home. Was so tired , non stop but get to sleep for a few min on the way .. straight to sleep after a quick bath.

Heres some pics: